For the first time, porn legend Aiden Shaw takes fans behind-the-scenes to the gay adult film world that made him a star. My Undoing ventures from locales such as Los Angeles, San Francisco, New York, and London, to the sets of premiere studios like Falcon, Catalina, and Studio 200.

Yet, this is not the typical adult film memoir, where stars drop names and titillate readers with explicit moments. Although My Undoing shares in unsparing detail all the hot stories about the sex and drugs that fueled Aiden's life, it more profoundly follows him through a course of rocky and unfulfilling relationships. As Aiden eloquently and often humorously points out, the romantic life of an adult film superstar is sometimes lonely and lacking in love. But not love only in the form of a relationship, rather also love from within himself. The book is equally moving for his revelations about his Irish Catholic family, his Positive HIV status in the sex industry, and his recovery from a near fatal car accident that left him temporarily paralyzed.

艾登·肖（Aiden Shaw），英國傳奇模特，現為巴黎Success models旗下簽約模特。他同時從事多種工作，小說傢、詩人、音樂製作人、知名DJ、 模特、舞者、攝影師、好萊塢演員、男妓、㚻片演員。

1966年2月，艾登·肖齣生於英國倫敦，一個傳統的愛爾蘭天主教大傢族中，在傢排行倒數第二。當個明星，是艾登·肖從小懷抱的夢想。長大一些，他進瞭英國南部的Brighton College就讀，主修視覺藝術，同時也開始瞭他的伴遊事業，貼補生活。90年代初他搬到美國洛杉磯這個影劇重鎮，果不其然迅速竄紅為一綫㚻片巨星，閤作片商包括瞭Falcon、Catalina、Studio 2000等㚻片大廠。