A young girl is perched on the cold chrome of yet another doctor’s examining table, missing yet another day of school. Just twelve, she’s tall, skinny, and weak. It’s four o’clock, and she hasn’t been allowed to eat anything all day. Her mother, on the other hand, seems curiously excited. She's about to suggest open-heart surgery on her child to "get to the bottom of this." She checks her teeth for lipstick and, as the doctor enters, shoots the girl a warning glance. This child will not ruin her plans.
Sickened
From early childhood, Julie Gregory was continually X-rayed, medicated, and operated on—in the vain pursuit of an illness that was created in her mother’s mind. Munchausen by proxy (MBP) is the world’s most hidden and dangerous form of child abuse, in which the caretaker—almost always the mother—invents or induces symptoms in her child because she craves the attention of medical professionals. Many MBP children die, but Julie Gregory not only survived, she escaped the powerful orbit of her mother's madness and rebuilt her identity as a vibrant, healthy young woman.
Sickened is a remarkable memoir that speaks in an original and distinctive Midwestern voice, rising to indelible scenes in prose of scathing beauty and fierce humor. Punctuated with Julie's actual medical records, it re-creates the bizarre cocoon of her family's isolated double-wide trailer, their wild shopping sprees and gun-waving confrontations, the astonishing naïveté of medical professionals and social workers. It also exposes the twisted bonds of terror and love that roped Julie's family together—including the love that made a child willing to sacrifice herself to win her mother's happiness.
The realization that the sickness lay in her mother, not in herself, would not come to Julie until adulthood. But when it did, it would strike like lightning. Through her painful metamorphosis, she discovered the courage to save her own life—and, ultimately, the life of the girl her mother had found to replace her. Sickened takes us to new places in the human heart and spirit. It is an unforgettable story, unforgettably told.
JULIE GREGORY grew up in southern Ohio. She is now an expert writer and spokesperson on Munchausen by proxy and an advocate
in MBP cases. A graduate student in psychiatry at Sheffield University, England, she currently lives in the United States.
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坦白说,这本书的阅读体验是极其颠簸和迷幻的,它不像那种一饮而尽的畅快佳酿,更像是一杯需要细细品味、甚至可能让你眉头紧锁的陈年烈酒。它的语言风格是极其大胆和前卫的,充满了强烈的意象和近乎诗意的隐喻,初读时可能会觉得有些晦涩难懂,需要反复咀嚼才能咂摸出其中深意。我记得有那么几个章节,作者似乎完全抛弃了传统的线性叙事结构,转而用一种碎片化、梦境般的笔触来描绘主角的感知世界,那种感觉就像是你的意识被强行拉扯进了另一个维度,现实与虚幻的边界变得模糊不清。这种挑战读者的阅读习惯的做法无疑是高风险的,但对于那些寻求深度和挑战的读者来说,这恰恰是它最迷人的地方。它迫使你放下固有的阅读预期,去适应它独特的节奏和逻辑。尽管过程中我偶尔会停下来,翻阅前文,试图理清那些交织在一起的象征意义,但最终的收获是巨大的——它拓宽了我对文学表达可能性的认知。
评分读完后,我有一种强烈的“被清洗过”的感觉。这不是一本读起来会让你感到舒服或放松的书,它像是一次彻底的精神排毒。作者对人性的阴暗面和社会的腐朽之处有着近乎残酷的诚实,毫不留情地揭示那些我们日常生活中倾向于忽视或美化的丑陋现实。它的情感基调是压抑且略带绝望的,但这绝不是无病呻吟,而是建立在对现实深刻观察之上的冷静剖析。书中那些令人心碎的转折点,不是为了煽情而设置的,而是作为逻辑链条上不可避免的节点出现,其带来的冲击力是内敛而持久的。这本书的价值在于,它敢于直面那些最令人不安的问题,并用一种毫不妥协的艺术手法将其呈现出来。它不提供简单的答案或救赎,它只提供镜子,让你清晰地看到自身的倒影,以及我们所处环境的真实面貌。
评分我必须指出,这本书的格局之宏大,远超出了我的初始预期。当我以为它会专注于某个小范围的冲突或人物传记时,它却悄无声息地将触角伸向了更广阔的历史、哲学甚至宇宙的议题。作者在构建世界时展现出的那种近乎偏执的细致令人叹服,无论是那个架空时代的政治制度、文化习俗,还是人物的口音变化,都处理得井井有条,展现了深厚的底蕴。然而,这种宏大叙事也带来了一定的阅读门槛,因为它需要读者具备相当的耐心和对背景知识的快速吸收能力。我尤其欣赏作者处理‘大主题’的方式——它从未直接说教,而是通过无数个微小的、充满人情味的瞬间来侧面烘托主题的重量。例如,在一个宏大的战役描写之后,作者可能会突然聚焦于一个士兵鞋带松了的细节,这种对比产生的张力,比任何直接的议论都来得震撼人心。这本书更像是一部需要地图和笔记才能完全征服的史诗。
评分这本书给我的感觉是,作者在创作时几乎是带着一种近乎病态的精准和控制欲。它的结构极其严谨,像是外科手术般精确地将故事切开,再以意想不到的角度重新缝合。我最佩服的是它对“不可靠叙述者”的运用达到了炉火纯青的地步。你永远无法完全相信你所读到的每一个字,因为每一个角色都在带着自己的面具和偏见讲述故事,这使得真相本身成了一个流动的、需要读者自己去捕获的幽灵。这种叙事技巧极大地增加了阅读的互动性,你不再是一个被动的接收者,而是一个积极的侦探。这种多重滤镜下的世界观,让我对‘客观事实’的定义产生了深刻的怀疑。每一次我以为自己抓住了事件的核心时,下一章就会出现一个推翻先前所有判断的佐证,这种持续的智力游戏,让我的大脑皮层几乎处于高速运转的状态。
评分这本书简直是精神的饕餮盛宴!我是在一个朋友的极力推荐下抱着试试看的心态开始阅读的,结果完全被作者构建的那个世界观深深吸引住了,以至于我好几个晚上都为了追赶情节而牺牲了睡眠。故事的核心驱动力非常引人入胜,它不是那种平铺直叙的冒险,而是充满了细腻入微的心理刻画和层层叠叠的悬念设置。我特别欣赏作者对于角色内心挣扎的处理,那种在道德边缘徘徊,每一步选择都似乎在撕扯着角色的灵魂,让读者在阅读过程中也忍不住跟着反思自己的立场。情节的推进如同精密的钟表机械,每一个齿轮的咬合都恰到好处,即使是看似不经意间埋下的伏笔,到最后都会以一种令人拍案叫绝的方式被揭示出来。更难得的是,作者在保持故事张力的同时,还穿插了对社会结构和人性复杂性的深刻洞察,读完之后,留下的不只是一个故事的结局,更是一片需要时间去消化的思考的余韵。这本书的叙事节奏掌控得极佳,时而如暴雨般疾速,时而又沉静如深潭,将读者的情绪牢牢地锁住,不容许一丝分心。
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